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Artwork for Judgement

2023 · Single

Judgement

Released
January 19, 2023
Runtime
4:15
Tracks
1
  1. 01Judgement04:15

    Lyrics / Judgement

    I’m not the broken mind, the one who speaks of lies
    The one who gives or takes
    I just want to teach you a lesson
    Ignore all the vibrations, and let me think for you
    
    You're not the giver, you're the receiver
    Just open up your ears and listen
    To the absolute truth
    
    No matter what, you cannot avoid me
    Wherever you look, I'll be there
    I'll be there, waiting for you
    Just give me the key, and I'll make you see
    
    These revelations will lead you to salvation
    They’ll be repeated till they are all you have
    These confrontations will lead you to my legion
    You've been distorted, I'll fix you, let me in your head
    
    My words were spoken by the gods
    Obey, cause I am all you’ve got
    All you've got
    
    I'm not the ignorant one
    Please stop opposing me
    I'll help you no matter what it takes
    Now
    Listen to me, your highness
    And release me from my bindings
    I believe in what I say
    
    Liar,
    Believer,
    Grifter,
    Deceiver
    
    I beg you, stop this outrage
    We are going to expire
    Our time is approaching
    That's all I know
    
    Liar, believer
    
    Constantly looking for something to hate
    Why would you blame the perfect truth?
    
    Believer
    
    You weave your web across the land
    Your massive reach, erodes the people’s will
    
    A liar and a thief, that’s what you are, untie my knots
    Please listen to the truth
Artwork for Driftwood

2022 · Single

Driftwood

Released
March 24, 2022
Runtime
3:45
Tracks
1
  1. 01Driftwood03:45

    Lyrics / Driftwood

    I'm drifting away
    The waves are crashing on me
    The burden of being, the pain of existence
    Always given before the incision
    
    I'm drifting away
    
    No more of our thirst confined to others
    Quenched with the essence that they all desire
    No
    No one believed, this you can see
    No shelter to seek
    Quenched with the essence
    
    (Drowning) I'm drowning
    In my own abode
    (Drifting) Drifting
    In this broken body
    Carrying (Carrying)
    The disease of being the contrary
    Worry (Worry)
    Go look alive
    Go look alive
    Alive
    
    Expire and expire
    I know what will expire
    History told me what would transpire
    Write down your thoughts
    Put them in a box
    Set it on fire
    
    Burning and burning just constantly burning
    This much I can say
    This much I can say
    Now I'm drifting away
    
    What more can I say
    The final act of a distorted play
    
    (Drowning) I'm drowning
    In my own abode
    (Drifting) Drifting
    In this broken body
    Carrying (Carrying)
    The disease of being the contrary
    Worry (Worry)
    Go look alive
    Alive
    Alive
    
    Forward
    Forward
    We shall march
    Until the break of dawn
    Till we can take no more
    Now I'll become one with the gods
    
    One with the gods
    One with the gods
    One with the gods
    
    One with the gods
    One with the gods
    One with the gods
Artwork for The Narcissist

2019 · Album

The Narcissist

Released
February 16, 2019
Runtime
32:08
Tracks
9
  1. 01Elegy01:16

    Lyrics / Elegy

    None (Instrumental Track)
  2. 02Through Conflict03:29

    Lyrics / Through Conflict

    Do not be at ease now
    The messenger has arrived
    Along with a few guests
    Revealing a terrible
    Truth
    Do not be at ease now
    
    "Brings me their heads on a stake
    They have been traitors to the state"
    Instead of starting over with a clean slate
    We keep making the same mistake
    
    No matter what they've told you
    No matter what you've heard
    This is the truth
    It’s buried underground
    
    Do not be at ease now
    Prepare the front lines
    Make yourself useful
    Make sure you die in the
    End
    
    I require a hundred percent from you
    You are my eyes in the field, and I'll be watching from afar
    
    Do this for me
    You'll be a hero
    
    Mother, don't pray for me
    Father, you don't need to worry
    I know where I'm going, I know how this ends
    I’ll get back to you when I return from
    War
  3. 03In Lethargy03:43

    Lyrics / In Lethargy

    We're all going down
    Down
    
    We're all going down
    Yet we stayed the same
    We've become slaves of lethargy
    
    There is nothing worse
    Than knowing you didn't
    Try to be the
    Best version of yourself
    
    Our subconscious urges have been held
    Back
    And never will be ours again
    And I see this is the way it should be
    This is that way
    
    For every single step
    Towards what you want
    You have to sacrifice
    Convenience
    
    This is not the end
    
    For years we try to find meaning
    We get lost in the void
    Lost in our all
    We get lost in our all
    
    Our subconscious urges have been held
    Back
    And never will be ours again
    And I see this is the way it will be
    This is that way
    
    Darkness greets me
    As I delve deeper into madness
    
    We're all going down
    Down
    
    Darkness greets me
    Don't forget about me
    Rubble surrounds me
    Don't forget about me
  4. 0480 Years of Solitude03:30

    Lyrics / 80 Years of Solitude

    For eighty years I’ve been living like this:
    Weak, full of fear, full of hatred
    For my fellow man
    
    If only I could go back, and change my ways
    
    "I'm not like this anymore",
    I wish I would have said once in my life
    
    I’ve tortured my life in a million ways
    I’ve wasted my time by comparing myself to others
    Was it worth it in the end?
    Was it worth it in the end?
    
    The paths I’ve selected have led me nowhere
    Led me nowhere
    
    I won't be doing this for a long time
    So just let me be
    
    I don’t want to make the same mistakes
    But in this final moment, I have nothing to say
    I have nothing left
    
    I had it all, for just a moment in space and time
    Oh, had I known, that I’d throw it all away
    
    I would have listened when you warned me
  5. 05Coffee Drop03:34

    Lyrics / Coffee Drop

    I do not know how you want me to handle this
    
    No excuse, just pain
    And your desire to be the victim
    
    The bitter seasonings of life
    Born to despise you
    The bitter seasonings of life
    Born to despise you
    
    And through the eons
    I've been, I've seen millions
    And they've told me
    Why I've become
    
    Painless
    Give me the answer to what I've been looking for
    Painless
    Just tell me what's going on
    Painless
    Give me the answer to what I've been looking for
    Painless
    I don't wanna be in the dark anymore
    
    You should not make a victim of yourself anymore
    You don't have to do this
    There's little time left
    Before I snap
    
    You ignored all my warnings
    Now you have to face the rain
    
    The sun is almost out
    The pain is almost gone
    But I
    Am still burning up inside
    It's time to face the facts
    
    It's time to face the facts
  6. 06Stranded in Celestial Realms04:40

    Lyrics / Stranded in Celestial Realms

    I don't think you understand this
    
    Corners abandoned live in those pillars of smoke
    That grow when you're not there, when you're not there
    
    I will only say this once:
    
    It's like you're not there
    And everything is transparent
    Everything is made of glass
    Everything is made of glass
    
    It's like you're not there
    And everything is transparent
    And when the sun passes through
    It's like I'm made of glass too
    
    You can't assume that the future can be predicted
    You only have yourself to blame
    
    This is not a mirror, you can't see your reflection
    
    Maybe you thought that your life is planned ahead of you
    Maybe you thought that it is not in your control
    
    Stop searching for something that does not exist
    I warned you about that place made of glass
    Why did you not ignore the siren song
    It is too late for this, now I'm gone
  7. 07Plekto03:33

    Lyrics / Plekto

    Our lifetimes could fill a library's worth of pages
    Thoughts, actions, idle conversation
    So many things were left unsaid
    
    Words separated through paper thin walls
    No one has the courage to tear them apart
    Words separated through paper thin walls
    No one has the courage to tear them apart
    
    All those nights of worrying and hurting
    Were replaced by years of not caring
    
    So we choose to make our own kingdoms
    And live in solitude
    Instead of looking for solutions
    We place the blame elsewhere
    
    There cannot be any control over me,
    All this is drowning me endlessly
    And all the consequences have caught up with me
    I'm out of excuses
    
    Words separated through paper thin walls
    No one has the courage to tear them apart
    Words separated through paper thin walls
    No one has the courage to tear them apart
    
    All those nights of worrying and hurting
    Were replaced by years of not caring
    
    We are long gone from feeling for others
    We only feel the wind blowing through our hollow shells
  8. 08The Narcissist03:54

    Lyrics / The Narcissist

    Concluding all loose ends
    Opens up the path to transformation
    Seeing the problems fade away
    Changes a person in ways unseen
    Your worries seem to not matter at all
    I won't be the beacon of regret any longer
    
    We aren't so different after all
    
    Much to my surprise, I see I haven't lost anything at all
    
    The cycles will repeat, if you don't cut them from the source
    For it to go away, you need to follow the path that you see
    
    Concluding all loose ends
    Opens up the path to transformation
    Seeing the problems fade away
    Changes a person in ways unseen
    Your worries seem to not matter at all
    And I won't be the one that lost all motivation
    
    And I wish I didn't have to do this
    
    If you had only focused your mind
    Just for this one time
    When did you become all about yourself
    When did this happen
    
    We aren't so different, after all
    With my hands around your throat
    
    Don't leave me hanging
    I am waiting for your next move
    Patiently watching you be
    Come on now, don't leave me hanging
    
    Before this day is over
    I will extract what's mine
    I will take it back
    Take it back
  9. 09Remnants04:26

    Lyrics / Remnants

    We might not breathe but keep existing
    In flesh we'll vanish but we stay by mind
    We're not racing but we're finishing last
    Forever lost in timeless conflict
    
    Don't waste this time
    Cause you get no retries
    Don't think that this is a permanent marking
    It's temporary
    And there's no going back
    
    Make no mistake,
    
    By the time we're all gone for good
    When all the planets have turned to dust
    No one will remember who you were
    And what you've done
    
    To whom it may concern:
    The world needs to change
    Outdated views, outdated expectations
    Remnants of the past remain
    
    This is a constant, it will remain the same
    Yeah
    
    I thought that we were past this point,
    but it seems we’re falling apart
    We’ve come to drop progress in favor of stagnation
    
    Pictures of an uncertain future
    Cover up our imperfections
    We prefer to bury our head in the sand
    
    Opting to believe in a lie, that life is not slipping by
    
    Only in hindsight you keep on wishing
    That you had done things differently, eah
    
    By the time we're all gone for good
    When all the planets have turned to dust
    No one will remember who you were
    And what you've done
    
    Your truth is forever hidden
    Behind your false promises
    Irretrievable although existing
    Your truth never forgotten
Artwork for Lighthouse

2015 · Single

Lighthouse

Released
June 25, 2015
Runtime
3:15
Tracks
1
  1. 01Lighthouse3:15

    Lyrics / Lighthouse

    I am persistence
    I am perseverance
    I pull you in
    I surface
    
    All of the light I spill to the dark
    
    Digital information, sensory overload
    Talking mirrors, controlling your life
    Voices screaming in unison
    
    Follow the lighthouse,
    Follow the sun,
    Your ship is crashing away from shore
    You might as well go down with it
    
    Behind the scenes
    As resources continue depleting
    Still walking forward
    Searching, seeking as a whole
    
    Follow the lighthouse,
    Follow the sun,
    Your ship is crashing away from shore
    
    Nothing can stop this feeling of dread
    Washing over my body
    We're all outdated, and soon will be replaced
    
    I'm back from that dark place
    Seeing as it's all I've got
    I bring the pain that you don't want now
    
    Where were you when this place was brought down
    Where were you when all the facades fell out of place
    And were set on fire
    
    I'm not the lighthouse
    I'm not the sun
    I am the cold black
    Follow me
Artwork for Promo CD

2014 · EP

Promo CD

Released
September 07, 2014
Runtime
8:07
Tracks
2
  1. 01Second Place04:08

    Lyrics / Second Place

    The glass shatters
    And the skies turn to black
    The water raindrops
    Are the catalyst
    
    Yet this decision
    Is one I've made before
    The pieces have come together
    Giving myself second chance
    
    I know that I have told you
    Of letting go of your insecurities
    But no, I would live in scrutiny
    Of all the things I had done in the past
    
    But I wish I had the hindsight
    To know that all this would backfire
    All on me
    
    But if you don't see, then you shall never understand
    the meaning associated with your memories
    
    And although I don't know
    What the future holds for me
    It's this uncertainty
    That still keeps me going
    
    Even though there is no clear end in sight for this storm
    
    Some bouts of repetition,
    and habits holding you back
    I know how it may seem
    When every little thing seems to be your fault
    
    Here at last, I discover a strange truth
    In this story, there never was a villain,
    despite how I have managed to deceive myself
    How I resent now, the way I tore apart my pride
    
    Listen, it does not matter now
    to try to be my past self,
    because now I have the chance
    to be a better person [x2]
    
    As you can see,
    the storm is meant to test you,
    and in some cases break you
    This is what we're made of,
    the strength to carry on
    
    But stray away from temptations of arrogance
    
    And although I don't know
    What the future holds for me
    It's this uncertainty
    That still keeps me going
    Even though I cannot see the end
    
    Even though I cannot see the end,
    I carry on with my life
  2. 02Amber03:59

    Lyrics / Amber

    Amber
    Sun come and sun go
    
    My eyes still meet the walls
    As if they will ever speak
    And when the downtime comes,
    All colors fade from sight
    Maybe the birds will have the answers
    Maybe they'll let me know their secrets
    Then again, they might just fly away
    They might just fly away
    
    Somewhere far beyond our reach
    
    Oh, amber
    You're far away, and I cannot see the light
    Oh, amber
    How in hell will you ever make it right?
    
    The premise; insane
    For it is all we saved
    The destination unknown
    The difference in control is massive
    The biggest revelations
    Are the ones that come from inside
    
    Stop wasting your time and listen to me
    If you let the amber into your life
    You won't need to deny all the scars
    You won't need to forget your past life
    Oah,
    You won't need to conceal yourself
    You would only need to let go
    
    So stop listening to the birds
    You might have thought they're right
    But your mind is the forest of life
    You just need to plant the seed
    
    Amber, I'm coming for you
    
    Oh, amber
    You're far away, and I cannot see the light
    Oh, amber
    How in hell will you ever make it right?
    
    Amber
    This broken relic of time
    Is this how the story ends
    Is this how life will
    be?
    
    Sun come and sun go
    My eyes still meet the walls
    As if they will ever speak
    
    The words resonating in me
    Belong in the void of antithesis
    So I must go, and leave behind everything
    That I once took for granted
    
    Taken for
    Taken for